It all started with my visit to the Texas State Fair on Friday. I went, knowing that I would eat some things I shouldn't and that a day of freedom as it relates to food was OK. Well, although I didn't do terribly, I still went overboard.
This led into Saturday, my husband gave me the day off (I'm still paying for it today :) Well, I figured that on my day off I ought to be able to take myself out to eat - right!!!...And then my Mother called me and invited me to join her at P.F. Changs. Well...I went outside of my boundary lines then too...you know the portion sizes there are way too big... I ate every last drop....AND THEN...
I decided that I owed myself some custard from Sheridan's...just cuz I hadn't had any in awhile. I got the Mt. Rush'more w/extra pecans...mmmmmmm....just the way I like it....THEN....
Sunday, went to Luby's and they had CHOCOLATE cake....I mean...this was just getting out of control and you know what????
It wasn't even that good...I mean all of it...I ate a little of this and a little of that OUT OF HABIT...and after every thing that used to make me feel good...I felt terrible. Terribly guilty, and terribly fatigued. My body and my tastes are changing. All I want now is a big salad :)
Good News - I'm changing....
Bad News - Old habits die hard and I'll have to work EXTRA HARD this week to make up for
my little indiscretions...
Lesson learned...yielding to temptation results in guilt...not satisfaction. And....the little satisfaction I got from the sugar was EXTREMELY short-lived :(
Am I the only one whose ever LOST IT in the food department? I'm talking about nonsensical...don't-even-really-want-it kind of eating....
Maybe I was just rebelling against my no-weight-loss situation from Saturday...little good it did me :)
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