Blog Neglect

Just in case you are wondering, I'm not permanently neglecting my blog. Following a weekend trip out of town, I know putting together the final touches for a week-long celebration of Gracie's 16th birthday.

...translated...

I just haven't had the time to blog.

...but I'll be back soon!

The Toll of Motherhood...

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I wanted to post this video and I couldn't help but comedically tie this swoon into the amount of work she must put in with her kids. Here's an interview of Marie Osmond by Larry King:

Why so many children? Why, since you adopted -- why?

M. OSMOND: You're fascinated with this.

KING: Why? Why?

M. OSMOND: Why not? I don't know.

KING: I mean, if you can have your own children, why also adopt children?

M. OSMOND: You know what, all I can say is that I asked my mother, I said, when did you know you were done? She says, "you'll know." So I had baby number five, I'm thinking, am I done? Baby number six, please, am I done?

KING: Who told you you were done?

M. OSMOND: I knew.

KING: Or are you done?

M. OSMOND: I knew. I just knew. It was fabulous.

KING: Are you done?

M. OSMOND: I am done. Are you happy about that, Larry?

KING: It just -- it fascinates me because it's so hard...

M. OSMOND: You know, it's a really interesting topic.

KING: Raising children is not easy.

M. OSMOND: Well, that's one of the things, is I think that, you know, the fact is, is I think a lot of times people think Marie Osmond, naive, goody-goody, you know, whatever. But having eight children, I'm interested. It's like we talk about everything from the statistic on depression. It's like 25 percent of the people have it now in the nation. If you have it, it's like three times more of a chance your child will have it. We talk about signs to see. We talk about all kinds of things. Raising children. We have experts on. Cutting parties. This is craziness that kids are in so much internal pain now that they go and slice themselves.

KING: So, the obvious becomes, again, why would you want more if it's that hard?

M. OSMOND: You know what, God has blessed me that I can raise them. And...

KING: Obviously.

M. OSMOND: And that I'm passionate. I came from a family of nine, it's not that big of a deal to have eight. But I love them, and they teach me. I don't teach them anything.

My mother shares with me how my own grandmother mothered eight children and didn't always feel well. I'm actually in the middle of a book on Susanna Wesley. Every pregnancy laid her on her back(and she gave birth to more than a dozen children). People assume that in order to be a great Mom and have lots of kids you have to be in tip-top condition and have more energy than all the other mothers on the block. It's just not true. Mothering goes beyond our American view of the woman who can "do it all". Mothering does not imply that you have to do it all. Bringing their own personalities, inadequacies, and faults to their tables, mothers simply have to be whole heartedly committed to doing their best and making their children a priority. And no, mothering does not always come naturally easy to everyone, but that's not the point. Easy is never part of the criteria for anything worth doing well.

Women have done it for years. They have raised wonderful people while working three jobs, without a wonderful education, or through sickness and disease.

Be encouraged. If you feel less than adequate or that you have some "thorn in the flesh" that would keep you from being the greatest mother ever alive, TAKE HEART. No, motherhood is not for punks, but it can be done by the less than perfect. We are all less than perfect. If you know Christ, you can rest assured...

Philippians 1:6 (NIV)

being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

and that...

Philippians 4:13 (NIV)

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Waiting For The Heat To Kick In...

Our little Texas cold front, caught me off guard. It too a minute to get the heat revved up :)

Welcoming the Cold Front...

Last night I went to bed listening to the rain and I remember thinking that either it would cool things down or make it really muggy. Well...it cooled things down...ALOT...

I could have worn shorts yesterday, but today I was pulling out my sweaters. That's Texas for ya! Oh well...we were just waiting on the right moment to pull this out...

Gracie's Homemade Hot Chocolate

Women in Ministry - (Response Part IV)

If you didn't get a chance to read Part I or Part II or Part III of Mrs. Broggi's response to my letter and questions, be sure and get caught up before reading today's post!

You wrote:

It seems a bit harsh. Maybe it should be....maybe because there are so many unbalanced women out there, you feel the need to shake them up a bit.

Yes, I know it was a bit harsh. And yes, it was a tough thing to write about. I copy/pasted the next four paragraphs from my website in which I addressed this:

I took a risk when I submitted to my husband's leadership and posted this article. I know it. I wrote the journal after having had yet another conversation with a young mother who was contemplating taking a ministry position which would pull her from her home. It reminded me once again of the need for instructing God's women of His high and holy calling of wife and mother - which is a fulltime job. There's a time to be silent and a time to speak. I had nothing to gain and everything to lose by writing and posting the article. I know that too. 

A few women have written and scolded me especially because I referenced four famous women. I accept it and respect them for it. I only named these women because they are in the public and have such huge followings. This is appropriate - just as it is appropriate for anyone to publicly reference and express disagreement with me. And please understand, I am not saying that these women are not sincere or that they are not good mothers. I'm sure they are both!

I wrote from a perspective I believe we need to think through and I also know that if I dish it out, I must be able to take it - not only take it but think it through myself. I know I won't be able to answer each of you personally but with time, I hope to write and post another journal to deal with issues that you have raised. Yet far more than the scoldings have been those mama's who have been encouraged. And their letters remind me to press on.

Over the years, when I have been asked to teach at women's events (which I occasionally accept), I am always asked, "What is your fee?" I have no fee . . . as least not the way most women think. My fee is to see children get their mama's back, husbands get their wives back, and churches get their older women back. My passion is to see us as women think, really think biblically as it concerns the way we live out what we say we believe rather than follow the trends in the culture. We've abandoned the home - on a tidal wave - a wave so huge that we just ride it without really thinking. We must - as believing women - think through the messages we are sending to a new generation of young women. We must place ourselves under the microscope of God's Word.

You wrote:

Can't we have both? Can't we have women who have raised their children helping us go deeper in the Word.

God has placed parameters around women's ministry. We need to spend more time helping women learn how to go deeper into the Word as it relates to biblical womanhood in all spheres of life.

You wrote:

Can't we have older women helping us to learn our jobs as mothers and giving us hope that one day we will have the option of doing other things as the Lord leads?

What other things are you speaking of? See, as a woman grows and learns her job as a mother - there will be a whole new generation of young mothers who need be taught and it is the older woman's job to teach, encourage, and train them. Still, your question sounds as though raising children is just something to get through and "hope for that one day when we will have the option of doing other things" - I personally don't ever want to get rusty in mothering - I am a grandmother now - I have a daughter-in-law and soon will have another (my oldest son is getting married in August) - my "mothering" will never be over or finished.

When all is said and done - I'll probably have 10 children instead of 5 if all of mine get married. Then if they accept God's norm of bringing children into the world - there will be another generation for me to pour my life into. It never ends in this life till Jesus comes. I better not ever get rusty.

You wrote:

When talking about Mrs. Lotz and Mrs. Briscoe, you discuss their frustration with mothering. Although I get your point about how they were not encouraged to find joy and fulfillment in mothering, do you honestly feel as though every women will LOVE IT? My sister struggles. She loves her children, she loves her family, but she doesn't love the job of mothering. After reading the article, it seems that you leave no room for women of all makes and temperaments. I do believe that mothering is a choice. I know older ladies that gave their children their all, but they are glad that season is over with. They don't miss the diapers, the dirty dishes, or constant laundry....but they were diligent and committed during that season.

I don't know your sister, but if I had some time with her, I would ask her why she struggles. And I would ask her if there is a misplaced longing to be somewhere other than where God has placed her. One of the biggest reasons so many young women struggle with mothering is because they are trying to do too many other things at the same time. They want it all. I know women with young children who are gifted Bible teachers and I tell them all the time - teach your children the Bible - teach children!

If your sister has a husband and children, they are her priority - they are her fulltime job - and a fulltime job cannot be done properly in a woman's spare time. It is not a hobby - it is a calling. If God has given children to your sister, then she is called to be a mother. And we have to ask God to give us the heart for it - an undivided heart. Yes, there are struggles with any calling and/or job. I immediately think of Jonah whom God had called to go to Ninevah but he did not want to go. His struggle with his calling didn't relieve him of his responsibility or his obedience to God.

Most women, I believe, just need a fresh perspective about this high and holy calling. God never promised us that being a wife or mother or homemaker would be easy. What job is? I mean, really? In fact, God's curse on women was in these very areas. God didn't change His plan because Eve sinned - she'd still be a helper to her husband and mother to children - yet now these areas in her life would bring struggle. This is the VERY REASON God says that young women must be taught even to love their husbands and children. This is the very reason older women are supposed to know doctrine as it relates to home and family. Temperaments have nothing to do with it. I constantly have to bring my feelings, attitudes, and selfishness under the scrutiny of God's Word. He is the One Who gave this calling to women. Not me.

I am a sinful fallen woman who wants what I want - yet God hasn't given up on me. Satan is always there tempting women to place everything and anything above His calling - even good, spiritual things.

Now, about your saying that you believe mothering is a "choice." Do you mean the choice to have children? Or the choice to mother them? Mothering is not a choice - God is the author of life. He is the One Who opens and closes the womb even though we think we have it all under control.

If a woman chooses to get married - then the physical act brings forth children. That's God's plan - His way. He wants His people to raise a godly heritage and once again this job cannot be done in our spare time.

We're seeing as a nation what is happening when women celebrate themselves so much that they don't invest the best hours of their days to their families.
Also, just because a woman is past the diapering, dirty dishes, constant laundry stage in her own life (though frankly, I don't know if that ever ends unless you have a full time housekeeper - smiles), doesn't mean that any of that was demeaning or beneath her. Those very things are humble service - a way to demonstrate to our families what Jesus taught when He poured water into the basin, and began to wash the disciples' feet and to wipe them with the towel with which He was girded.

Women have far too long screamed for the place of honor - rather than humble service. It is in the home we learn to be like Jesus. Any woman can be all spiritual with her Christian friends at a women's retreat. But the rubber meets the road in the home. I could teach on this the rest of my life and still not even scratch the surface.

Well, Chrystal, I guess I have just about written a book - in between taking care of my grandson, Jack and my thirteen-year-old son, Jameson. Jameson flew up to Boston with me to help out but he has been throwing up all day so I have been taking care of both of them!

Thank you again for taking the time to write. Occasionally I feel compelled to write a long answer - this was one such time. I hope I didn't blow you away!

I pray God's blessings on you and your family.

Audrey Broggi

I'll post my thoughts on next week...

Women in Ministry - (Response Part III)

If you didn't get a chance to read Part I or Part II of Mrs. Broggi's response to my letter and questions, be sure and get caught up before reading today's post!

You wrote:

I'm not sure that I am connecting that principle you are presenting in your article with these women and the way they are currently living their lives, running their ministries, and delivering their messages. Can you clarify?

Since I don't know them personally, I can observe from an objective standpoint. My husband can observe from an objective standpoint. And I wonder as a ministry wife and mother myself - should I leave my home on a consistent basis to minister to women? I mean, really? Should I teach men just because they want to come hear me? Should I teach like a man?

I didn't even cover the issues of women teaching men in my original article. I didn't even cover the helper role of a wife in the article and how so many women are the heads of their own ministries and who even knows where their husbands fit in.

God has clearly spelled out women's ministry and how He wants it to function in the pastoral epistles. He knows what women need - not necessarily what they want.

Although there are many women who do not like what I teach - I know God has called me to teach it. I also know that many women are absolutely starved for solid biblical teaching on women's roles in the home and church.

I looked for those kinds of women when I was a young mother - and my frustration led me to cry out to the Lord and ask Him to show me how to be a wife and mother His way - for my own family and for the generations of mothers who would come after me.

This is not to say I didn't have positive examples and good women in my life. I did. But they didn't necessarily have God's perspective on these issues. And the few who did didn't understand the doctrine behind it.

You wrote:

I agree with you that there is so little encouragement, teaching, and discipleship from older women to younger women but does that mean that every time an older woman encourages a younger woman by saying that the day is coming when there will be more to her life than diapers, is this wrong?

I think the better approach for the older woman would be to encourage the young woman that days of diapers are every bit as important as some imagined distant day in the future. What if that distant day never comes? We are not promised one more minute. I would rather tell a young mom that diaper days are critical, crucial and very important work.

It's interesting that your letter comes to me as I am keeping my grandson for a few days while my son and daughter-in-law are in Chicago for her brother's wedding. My life right now is diapers - yet so much more. The day has come for my life to be filled with diapers again. A young mother should be told that diapering is ministry - see, a woman's perspective needs to be adjusted rather than promising that some future day out there that supposedly is better. Even though older women don't mean to, they are sending the message that life with diapers is a nothing life. God knew what He was doing when Mary's older woman, Elizabeth, was diapering at the same time as she was. They were both doing kingdom work right then and there - not just preparing for the day when Jesus and John could be released and they could pursue other things. In fact we see Mary all throughout the life of Jesus - up to the cross and then in the Upper Room at Pentecost. Her mothering never ended. And since she had other children, it is safe to assume that she had plenty of grandchildren to diaper as she became the older woman of her generation.

Somehow we've got to get past the thinking that the only kingdom work is the big time or girlfriend time. While Mary mothered Jesus - it was quiet - but it was kingdom work. Only one young mother raised THE SAVIOR, but all the others are raising little "saviors" to be used of God in this wicked and perverse generation. None of us would have ever told Mary that "her day" was coming while she had the privilege of changing the diaper of Jesus.

And while we're speaking of diapers - what's wrong with that anyway? What's wrong with rocking and cuddling and answering 100+ questions, and wiping snotty noses, cleaning up throw-up, and playing blocks on the floor? This is kingdom work. And it's not just something to get through so you can get on to something bigger. This is big.

You wrote:

I am perusing your site and looking at the ministry you have to wives and mothers. The lady that you mentioned in your article that encouraged to hope for ministry...was she so terrible?

I knew her and her children. It is very sad what happened for the sake of "ministry." She was not terrible - but her perspective was.

You do have a wonderful ministry today.

My "ministry" today is just the broader scope of what I have always done. I learned to teach the Bible by teaching my own children, children in my neighborhood (CEF club), and children at church. The messages I teach today were first taught to children because I figured if God entrusted children to me (whether my own or the neighbor children who showed up at my door), He wanted me to take their little lives seriously. In fact, when the "ministry" to women in my church took shape, it was because younger women were asking me to teach mothering things. I sat down and asked the Lord to help me write what He had been teaching me so that I could invite them into my home and teach the Bible as it related to women. So, what you have been perusing on my site is the outgrowth of a 6-week Bible study in my home where my older children kept my younger ones upstairs.

When our church built our first building - the Bible study blossomed with my boys as the sound guys and as helpers in the children's ministry. Today my youngest son carries on the tradition - he's the only one of my children still at home. It truly was and is a family ministry. Every time I've been invited to teach at a woman's conference, or retreat, or banquet, my daughter has accompanied me - she was and is my very first "younger" woman. I remember once when I was driving up to speak on biblical modesty at a mother/daughter banquet, I saw the immodest women and panicked. How in the world were they going to tolerate what God wanted me to teach and what they had asked me to teach? I expressed that thought to my then high school daughter as I was trying to decide what other easier-to-hear message I could whip out. My own daughter challenged me, "Mom, these are the very women who NEED to hear this!"

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I Got An Award!!!

There are hundreds of awards handed out around blogland and I've never gotten one until now! Thanks to Rachel of Home Sanctuary for thinking enough of my blog to give me this:

I try to write and focus on what I'm led to talk about versus what will get me more visitors, more comments, or even an award, but it's nice to know that my blog is appreciated and valued by someone else. Thanks again Rach! You made my day!

Women in Ministry - (Response Part II)

If you didn't get a chance to read Part I of Mrs. Broggi's response to my letter and questions, be sure and get caught up before reading today's post!

You wrote:

Could you please explain why your article specifically points to these women?

Because they are the big name teachers with huge followings.

You wrote:

Are you saying that their only teaching ministry should be one of ministry to women about a woman's role in the home?

No - God includes purity, kindness, and sensibility. Not to mention the very qualifications of the older women - reverent behavior, control of the tongue, and self-control. Everything a woman has learned as she has grown older should be passed down to the young women. But I will say that it is my observation that women today teach everything BUT a woman's role in the home.

You wrote:

Or are you saying that because women in audiences everywhere are glorifying these ladies, that these same women are themselves reveling in a ministry outside their families.

I cannot say that the women are "reveling in a ministry outside their families." But I do sense that we have a disturbing trend among Christian women that promotes a mindset that women must get away from their families on a consistent basis to be fulfilled and good and spiritual and all that. Frankly, I get sick and tired about all the "girlfriend time." I just got a brochure wanting me to promote a big girlfriend cruise so we can all laugh and have a good time and be refreshed. Why can't we teach women how to laugh and have a good time and be refreshed in the middle of what God has called us to do? I can't help but think of John the Baptist languishing in prison and sending two of his disciples to Jesus asking, "Are You the Expected One, or do we look for someone else?"

My heart breaks every time I think about that man sitting in that cell - all because He loved Jesus. Well, Jesus sent back an encouraging message to John - "Go and report to John what you have seen and heard: the BLIND RECEIVE SIGHT, the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, and the deaf hear, the dead are raised up, the POOR HAVE THE GOSPEL PREACHED TO THEM. Blessed is he who does not take offense at Me."

Jesus didn't release John from prison or "send him on a cruise to get away." Jesus sent an encouraging word - He let John know that John had not wasted his life - the message he spent his life preaching was right. This had to have been encouraging to John. This had to have brought him much joy and refreshment to him. And as you know, he was beheaded a short time later.
Please understand, I'm not saying that I don't love my girlfriends and that I don't enjoy being with them. But I want to love my family and enjoy being with them more. And I want to help young women find their joy in the Lord and in His priorities for their lives. I want to see them enjoying their husbands and children - and more than girlfriend time.

Also, my pastor husband along with many of his colleagues are concerned that about so many women who return from all these conferences wanting to be a speaker or Bible teacher like so-n-so or counting the days until the next big event - rather than being recharged to serve God in the most sacred place of home.

Another brochure I received a few years ago was called Global Celebration for Women. I was not impressed. It was all about exalting women, calling attention to women, celebrating women.

I think women's conferences can be good IF they focus on God's design for women as outlined in Scripture.

But at this conference there was not one workshop or main session devoted to biblical mothering, grandmothering, being a biblical wife, or the home. Why not?

Across the globe ~ MOST women are mothers and wives. If this was a global celebration for women ~ why not teach on this role that God has not only given to most women, but that most women have accepted?

Instead they were celebrating what God has done for women; they were rejoicing in women's contributions to kingdom building (perhaps they hit it there); they were motivating and valuing women in their giftedness; exciting women for evangelism (I personally believe that we need to excite women to evangelize their own children); and equipping women to touch the world.

Not a word about touching the world through raising a godly heritage. Mary and Elizabeth touched the world by raising their boys.

So yes, I am concerned about the Christian careerism/feminism that has infiltrated the church where even believing women are not convinced of the timelessness of God's Word as it concerns women's ministry.

Now it seems to be all about "getting away," "me time," "time with the girls" - it seems to be becoming the drive and focus of women's lives and even Christian women's lives - to an extreme.

The constant influx of these brochures try to pull me and the women in my church away from our homes and church responsibilities to attend some conference somewhere with a bunch of women - a conference that will cost us a lot of money and time away from the very place God has called us to be. Another one was offered last summer a couple of summers ago-
$114/person ($99.00 for groups of 4 or more), $29 for extra seminar, $29 for extra evening seminar, $12.00 for Praise and Worship concert, $12.00 for "Ask the experts" teen evening.

All this plus hotel, travel, meals . . . and time. No refunds. Please understand, I'm not saying that there's never a place for women's retreats or conferences but they should be geared to helping women do what God has called us to do. And they shouldn't be the drive and focus of a woman's life. Real ministry happens in the everyday, in the throws of what seems to be mundane - seeing, trusting, and believing God as we diaper babies, lose sleep, break up sibling fights, serve our husbands, clean our bathrooms, mentor young women walking through life.
We need a generation of older women who know doctrine - who know God's Word and can take it and show young women how it applies to their everyday lives.

Because I am a ministry wife with five children, I have done my homework in biblical women's ministry.

As a young woman growing up in a pastor's home, now as a pastor's wife, as a ministry wife serving alongside my husband through our years with Campus Crusade at Duke University, and our years at DTS and Southwestern Baptist Seminary where my husband earned his doctorate, my years of teaching children and high school girls, and as a mother teaching my own children, I know that the messages sent by the church seem to be the same ones sent by the world. I do not believe this is the intent of believers - yet this is what is happening.

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Women in Ministry - (Response Part I)

In response to my letter and questions, Mrs. Broggi was kind enough to respond. Her response was quite lengthy so I will posting it in pieces over the next few days.

Dear Chrystal,

First of all, let me thank you for writing and for reading the article. You sound like a very perceptive young woman - the kind I would love to disciple and spend time with! I will try to answer some of your questions. Your concerns are italicized and then I give a response. And let me go ahead and warn you - this response is long. Smiles!

You wrote:

Although I understand and agree with the point that many women today are being encouraged into ministry primarily outside of their homes, how do Beth Moore, Kay Arthur, and some of the others you mentioned directly contribute to this?

The focus of their ministries has not been through the lens of Titus 2. They do in practice what God calls men to do, thus contributing to women in the church being dissatisfied with their pastors and/or usurping their biblical authority. Their ministries also contribute to women seeking Christian careers outside of the home "like Beth" or "like Kay." Also, all of the women I mentioned in the article violate the clear teaching of 1 Timothy 2:9-15 and 1 Corinthians 14 in that they freely teach and exercise authority over men.

I know Beth and Kay personally. I know that Beth was home with her children and didn't start her public ministry until they were older, if not when they had graduated from high school. Kay Arthur personally told me that there are too many young mothers today abdicating their little ones for responsibilities outside the home. She has told my sister the same thing.

I have also heard both Kay & Beth include the message of motherhood and family in their messages. I'm not sure that I understand your criticism "Over the years, I have learned that none of the big name women Bible teachers help women in this area." I think they have. Is it their main ministry platform? No. Is that wrong? I don't think so.

I respectfully disagree with you. It's one thing to "include the message of motherhood and family" - it's quite another thing to teach from the grid of Titus 2. Every woman "Bible teacher" should teach through the Titus 2 lens. God gave the curriculum, not me. The book of Titus was written to tell us how a healthy church is to function. God is very specific in speaking about the pastors/elders qualifications and their leadership in chapter 1. He turns the corner in chapter 2 and addresses all the groups within the church - one of those groups being the older women. God calls that particular group to be the teachers/disciplers/encouragers/trainers of the young women. But God doesn't leave it "up for grabs" as to what they are to teach. He lays out His agenda. So whether an older woman teaches through a book of the Bible or on a specific topic to a group of women or whether she is discipling women one on one, she should teach how and what God has said. She is not to usurp the role of her pastor, elders, or husband in this area.

When women step outside of God's parameters, they open themselves up for deception. When God says that He doesn't permit a woman to teach and exercise authority over men, He links it to Eve and her being deceived. I do not necessarily believe that Mrs. Moore or Mrs. Arthur intentionally want to lead women astray but I do believe this is what is happening.

As you said, I'm sure they include the message of motherhood and family in their messages but including it is much different than speaking from the grid of the Titus 2 model. Look again at those verses in Titus - they are found right smack dab in the middle of Paul's letter telling Pastor Titus how the church is to function. He echoes the same truth when writing to Pastor Timothy. And it all fits with creation and Proverbs. God knows how He wants women's ministry to be carried out. And sometimes I wonder if His heart is grieved over how so many Christian women wish for something - anything other than what God has said. We're still listening to the evil one who whispers, "Did God really say that?"

Remember, the nature of deception is that you don't even know you're deceived.

My intent in writing the article was to get women to think about God's very clear teaching in His Word concerning His heart for women in ministry. I knew it was strong, edgy, and controversial (it shouldn't be controversial) and I thought at first my only audience would be my husband. He is the one who decided for it to be printed and posted.

I wrote it for a number of reasons. I see well-meaning passionate young women who want to be used of God neglecting their homes or feeling guilty because they are not "out there." God never calls us to ministry in contradiction to His Word. God doesn't speak extra-biblical revelation to us. His Word never changes and it transcends time and culture. So as women, we have to answer the question, "What does God's Word say about women's ministry and how it is to function?" As a woman whom God has gifted to teach His Word, I had to ask questions like, "Are there parameters God places on me?"

I don't want to step outside of His will - not for one moment!

As women, we must bring ourselves and our ministries in line with His Word.

You wrote:

I think that teaching on mothering and homemaking is best done one on one anyway. How much can you really learn in an arena filled with 20,000 about cooking healthy meals or nursing babies, or child discipline. The discipleship model works best for this don't you think?

Depends on what you mean by mothering and homemaking and depends on whether an arena filled with 20,000 is all that great. I personally teach women all the time (though I would rather teach children any day of the week, smiles) and I have taught books of the Bible and topics but I teach so women can take the truth of God's Word and apply it to their homes and families and/or in their single life. And just for the record, I believe every woman, whether married or not, needs to understand and know what God says about mothering, being a wife, home and family. As women grow older, it is their God-given responsibility to teach the young women. Nancy DeMoss is a wonderful godly example of a woman who is single yet has done her homework in this area. She does teach through the lens of Titus 2.

Also, to assume that mothering and homemaking is only about cooking healthy meals, nursing babies, and child discipline is missing the point. Mothering and homemaking are best and rightly understood through a sound foundation of biblical doctrine and applying that doctrine to every area of life.

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Women in Ministry - (My Letter to Ms. Broggi)

OK...Before reading this post make sure you read this blog post first.

If you are all caught up on things....then...here is the full text of my letter to Mrs. Broggi:

Dear Mrs. Broggi,

I just read your article from Spring/Summer 2006 on Women in Ministry. First of all, let me say that from a principle standpoint I agree wholeheartedly with the point that you make about the ministry of women in the home. After reading, I don't know how else to describe how I feel except to say I'm "on fire". There is a connection of sorts because you mentioned that your husband went to DTS. My Dad went too. He was actually the first African-American to receive his doctorate from the seminary and I was the seminary baby :). Also my sister is a DTS graduate.

My heart bleeds for mothers and for the lost love and art of mothering. I could go into more detail about how I am currently working to expose Moms I know to the message you so eloquently share on your website. But rather than talk about me any longer, I wanted to ask you some questions about your article. There were a few spots where I wasn't clear on some of the information you presented. I have already forwarded to my Mommy Friends (we have a small little online network where we encourage and support one another). In passing along your message, I want to make sure that I understand some things.

Let me reiterate, I agree with your article, but I do have questions about a few of your points.

Although I understand and agree with the point that many women today are being encouraged into ministry primarily outside of their homes, how do Beth Moore, Kay Arthur, and some of the others you mentioned directly contribute to this? I know Beth and Kay personally. I know that Beth was home with her children and didn't start her public ministry until they were older, if not when they had graduated from high school. Kay Arthur personally told me that there are too many young mothers today abdicating their little ones for responsibilities outside the home. She has told my sister the same thing.

I have also heard both Kay & Beth include the message of motherhood and family in their messages. I'm not sure that I understand your criticism "Over the years, I have learned that none of the big name women Bible teachers help women in this area." I think they have. Is it their main ministry platform? No. Is that wrong? I don't think so. I think that teaching on mothering and homemaking is best done one on one anyway. How much can you really learn in an arena filled with 20,000 about cooking healthy meals or nursing babies, or child discipline. The discipleship model works best for this don't you think?

Could you please explain why your article specifically points to these women? Are you saying that their only teaching ministry should be one of ministry to women about a woman's role in the home? Or are you saying that because women in audiences everywhere are glorifying these ladies, that these same women are themselves reveling in a ministry outside their families. I'm not sure that I am connecting that principle you are presenting in your article with these women and the way they are currently living their lives, running their ministries, and delivering their messages. Can you clarify?

Also, there are ministries out there that EXIST to encourage women in the role of mothering....Above Rubies, MOPS, Proverbs 31, Donna Otto, to name a few. They might not all do it perfectly, but their sole purpose is to encouragement women in their role as wives/mothers. Your article pointed so much to what was wrong in Christendom, but there are some people trying to counterbalance the negativity surrounding our role as women.

I agree with you that there is so little encouragement, teaching, and discipleship from older women to younger women but does that mean that everytime an older woman encourages a younger woman by saying that the day is coming when there will be more to her life than diapers, is this wrong? I am perusing your site and looking at the ministry you have to wives and mothers. The lady that you mentioned in your article that encouraged to hope for ministry...was she so terrible? You do have a wonderful ministry today. Although, I'm sure she could have encouraged you in what you were doing AND also encouraged you to look towards days without little ones, isn't it possible that her heart was right? Maybe she already saw in you the call you felt for mothering. Maybe she thought that you didn't need encouragement because you were already doing such a good job. I don't know that woman or her intention but I do know my Mom. She was home with me and encourages me now in my role as a wife and a mother, but it also does give me additional hope when she talks of how my gifts and talents will CONTINUE to be used for my family and others later in life. I don't view her encouragement as a put down on mothering at all. She is encouraging me regarding different seasons of my life.

Maybe your article is so condemning of women who tell mother's about future ministry because in your experience that is all there is....maybe in your experience there are hardly ANY older women encouraging mothers to be at home with their children and to give their families their all. When I read your article I understood, yet also bristled because in MY experience, I have had a balanced message. I hear that I am doing the most important thing and that when I have more time later that I might also use this ministry to encourage others - other mothers as well as other Christians in general.

I am a praise and worship leader at my church. I used to lead 1-2 Sundays a month. Now I lead maybe 2-3 times a year. I don't continue to lead because I am looking for some outside fulfillment but because it is my passion and I believe it is a gift from God. I use it in my home AND I use it to edify the body of Christ as my home responsibilities and my husband allows. I love my home and love my kids. When we rehearse, I have singers come to my home so that I can rehearse AFTER my babies are sleeping. So I get your point. I'm just not sure that I understand all of the assumptions you make regarding these specific "big name" ministries and well-meaning older ladies. It seems a bit harsh.

Maybe it should be....maybe because there are so many unbalanced women out there, you feel the need to shake them up a bit. I just feel like your article makes a great point and conclusion using data that may not be complete or that is one-sided. The article carries such a positive message but from such a negative argument. It makes the point hard to hear because I have to shuffle through things that I'm not sure are completely true (1. The big name ladies aren't supportive of mothering and family first and 2. All older women encouraging younger women devalue motherhood just because they point toward that one day the younger women will be more free to minister to others.)

Can't we have both? Can't we have women who have raised their children helping us go deeper in the Word. Can't we have older women helping us to learn our jobs as mothers and giving us hope that one day we will have the option of doing other things as the Lord leads?

Maybe your point is that we should have both but that our Christian society of women DON'T generally do both? OK...I'm rambling but I think you get my point.

OK... there is one more thing I wanted to ask...

When talking about Mrs. Lotz and Mrs. Briscoe, you discuss their frustration with mothering. Although I get your point about how they were not encouraged to find joy and fulfillment in mothering, do you honestly feel as though every women will LOVE IT? My sister struggles. She loves her children, she loves her family, but she doesn't love the job of mothering. After reading the article, it seems that you leave no room for women of all makes and temperaments. I do believe that mothering is a choice. I know older ladies that gave their children their all, but they are glad that season is over with. They don't miss the diapers, the dirty dishes, or constant laundry....but they were diligent and committed during that season.

Let me reiterate I agree with all of your principles. I just thought I bring to your attention some spots where the article left me a little unsteady about assumption made about other women in ministry, intentions of older women, and the feelings a woman may have, even as she follows God's leading.

I know I have rambled. I would love to hear from you. Please feel free to email me back as well as call if an email would take too long. Also, feel free to leave me your number if you'd like for me to foot the bill (I am in Texas). Rest assured, I am not a crazy lady. I sincerely want to understand some of the finer points of your article. Thanks for taking the time to read this email. God bless you in the work you are doing to draw mothers back to the original call and plan of God.

I typed this in a hurry. The babies are sleeping and I need to start dinner but I really wanted to pose my questions to you. Excuse any grammar mishaps or awkward sentences.

Grateful to be living my life,

Chrystal

Stay tuned for Mrs. Broggi's responses...I'll be posting a little bit each day throughout the week. She was gracious enough to respond but it was LONG so I won't post it all in one day. If you just want to read all of it at once - just go HERE.